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[17 May 2005|02:26pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Hey bitches. whats up not much here just DSSWC cant wait for hawaii thats gonna be so tight.

this is for my best friend
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first
A real friend has their phone numbers in his
address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your
A real friend comes early to help you cook and
stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has
gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when
you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

that is kinda retarded but kinda true.

1 are too| I'm "Fat"

Reality is now [19 Feb 2005|07:44pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

so Ive' been working so hard lately and I am so broke. Everyday it's like an effort to stay awake. I hate being tired. I see all these rich girls mooching off of their dad's money and being so rich and succesful because of it and it just makes me want to make money by myself but the reality is it's not happening. I guess Im just really anxious and don't have enough patience. I want what I want now not later when Im already old and married with children. there's only so much a girl can do. I feel like I have to do it all and it's making me exuasted.
My dad once again came through and helped me out on my car. I met him at jiffy lube and they do whatever they do and now my car is running a lot better. It cost $279 though and I have to pay him back but thankfully now right away. I also have to pay him $100 for the shocks so basically Im in debt $400. Which I will pay him back. Thanks again dad.
This guy called me from AIU( American International University) and he talked to me about 2 hours on what I was gonna do for college and what I wanted to study and he told me about his college and it sounded like a really good school. It's overlooking the beach in marina del ray, they find you a job so you can support yourself, there is financial aid, and you can live in there school housing projects for a cheap price. It sounded so good so I had him make my application and it costs $50. So after I finally sealed the deal my mom comes in and starts telling me that I don't know what Im doing and this is all a scam and the guy was lying to me the whole time. So I called the dude back and canceled my $50 transaction. My mom then starts lecturing me about how I don't need to go to college, she will never help me out with college tuition because I didn't appreciate her sending me to private school, and how I will never be able to go to a good college. I hate when everyone assumes everything is a scam and I hate when she discourages me from going to college. It's like just cuz she is having a miserable life she wants me to have one too so she will not help me with anything which forces me to do everything myself which goes back to my original point when I feel like I have to do everything myself which is why Im always exuasted. Im so stressed out I have a headache.

4 are too| I'm "Fat"

I miss my cat [09 Feb 2005|08:53pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

So not that anyone cares but my cat ran away and we haven't seen it for over a week. So I think it's dead. And Im really sad because I grew up with her and I really loved her.

1 are too| I'm "Fat"

So you wanna egg my car huh? [06 Feb 2005|03:21pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Hey people so I was about to leave Ihop at like ten and the cook came in and told me that there were juevos on my car. so I thought he was just joking but when I went out to my car to go home there were eggs cracked all over my car. So seeing as how I was butt tired from cleaning the resturant all day I had to go wash my car now. So the gay bus boy helped me clean it off and I felt bad because he was butt tired and the last thing he wanted to do was wash a car. so When I got home my clothes were soaking wet and I was so pissed. so coincidently cher's car got egged too. Gee I wonder who it was? oh and Joe's car got egged along with xtina's dad's. Oh and the worst part is that when I woke up this morning my hood was scratched from the sponge that i used t get the egg off. First of all if this is some kind of joke its not funny cuz I worked my whole life for my car and unlike some people I had to earn up all my money and buy my car myself. And who does that cracks eggs over my car and then my friends car. well maybe Im overreacting but sorry Im pissed.

3 are too| I'm "Fat"

[03 Feb 2005|11:38am]
[ mood | busy ]

Hey so on Tuesday I had to work at Ihop and my friends melissa and all of her gypsy friends showed up with her. I guess she told them that I could somehow give them each a whole free meal. So I talked to the cook and he told me that since I was beautiful I could get whatever I wanted. (How pathetic) So I got them a whole free meal and drinks and everything and they only tipped me four dollars I could have gotten fired for that but it's all good. So now I need a new job cuz I wanna quit western bagel because I hate working there and I only work once a week anyways so there is no point. I applied at Limited too, Tilly's, and a tanning salon but I doubt they will ever call me back. I hate looking for a job it's so useless they never call you back. where else should I apply that doesn't involve food. So on tuesday night I went to the skatepark with melissa, david, chris, toni, and nick. It was kinda of boring cuz there is nothing to do at a skatepark if you don't skateboard. So me and melissa slid down the ramps and melissa ripped her skirt. Well later that night we went to Corbin Bowl and I was hoping to see ashlee Simpson there cuz she hangs out there but no luck. So I just played video games with Nick ( the gay gypsy guy) and I won him in every single game. So we noticed that melissa and david were still in the car like an hour later so we went outside to see if they were ok and what did we see. Oh they were hooking up in the car how gross. I was so pissed cuz she has done this to me before and it pisses me off. So I told her that I didn't want her in my car and I didn't want to give her a ride home and she got kind of mad but it's her fault. And when I say hooking up I mean everything. So whatever the next she just acted like nothing happened which is good cuz I think she was embarressed wouldn't you be. So on wendsday I had no work so I went to melissa's house to help her dye her hair black. Black hair isn't that pretty unless it's long and healthy. I went to the skate park again last night and hung out with just melissa, chris, and david. It was boring again so I just started talking to chris which was kind of funny cuz he asked me what my middle name was and I told him Roberta and he believed me. He's such a pot head him and david smoke a lot of weed. But whose surprised they are gysys. So chris doesn't know how to read cuz he is gypsy and so I changed the back groud of his phone to say Chris is gay and then I changed his background to a picture of flower and put all the text in pink and he didn't know how to change it back which was really funny. His phone looks like a total chicks phone now.

3 are too| I'm "Fat"

[31 Jan 2005|09:29pm]
[ mood | moody ]

Hey people so today I worked at western bagel which is crap. I had to get up at five thirty and be there at six which if anyone has worked an eight hour shift who has started at six knows it sucks. I felt like I was a piece of grease the whole day and I was dying so anyways. Cher went downtown and bought a whole bunch of crap that were knock offs but sadly didn't get me anything.Then my dad came by and he like bought me a full tank of gas for no reason and than fixed my tires and my light. Its kinda wierd how he can be pscho one day and then spoil me the next but whatever at least he spoils me once a year.

3 are too| I'm "Fat"

Wow its been a while [27 Jan 2005|03:54pm]
Hey well this is the first entry i have updated since summer so basically I haven't updated for seven months. This year Im a senior and ready to move on. I go to a home school called oppurtunities for learning now (OFL) for my senior year. I decided to go here because my mom won't let me go to public school, I got expelled from LAB (hasn't everybody), and my mom couldn't afford private. So Im stuck with a lame senior year but hey what can I do. So I work at western Bagel Chatsworth like twice a week and Ihop Chatsworth four days a week. Yeah those jobs kinda suck but I really need money. I just bought a car in November for $2500. Its a 94 black Toyota Celica with a few dents on it. Im still trying to fix it up with a little help from my dad.So far I have a pink Electric sticker and a DVS stickker on the back. I still need to tint the windows, get rims, and remove the dents which will prolly run me $500. I have no friends at my "school" cuz your not even alowed to talk for the hour that your there. So I hang out with Cher, Vanessa, Christina, and Melissa ( a girl who got fired from my work). I don't have a boyfriend and I don't want one right now. Im prolly gonna graduate in like may or something and then go to Moorpark college. So that's my update for now. I'll post more later
1 are too| I'm "Fat"

Summer [12 Jun 2004|02:32pm]
[ mood | spontaneous ]

Summer is finally here. Well this is my first week of summer and so far things are going chill. SUMMER IS the answer to all your problems. THis summer I want it to be the best I am SEVENTEEN and I wanna feel 17. Well cher is coming over to my house right now and I know we will have a kick ass time. we always do.

I'm "Fat"

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